I take a breath my last I know. I close my eyes expecting to die. My mind goes blank, I already said my Goodbyes. My life isn't long. I know I was Wrong. I lay back on my bed, and pull the covers over my head. Sounds come to my ears but I cannot hear. The whispers the pains all the troubles, but no Gains... I open my eyes where am I? I should be Dead I know for there I was holding my blue rose of death. But Here I am in My Own bed. The Bed I made that day, inside A Coffin I lay. I yawn I blink memorys flood back to me.. I scream I cry I wanted to die. Yet here I sit and Here I am And here I will always be. A Hunger Fills me.. A hunger that Will Last an Eternity. For I did not Die but instead Gained a Life. And Eternal Life. for I Become and Am A Vampire suffering eternal Life not Death. -- Written by Krista E. Heath |
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FLYING THRU THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY BRAIN
My destiny calls The light ahead shines so bright Will I ever reach it Or must I run forever Every feeling covered by sadness Somehow overtaken by darkness I slip into demented melencholy
Lost in the maze called life When I can't get out its time to fly Fly to the edge of insanity There I hang My mind teased with the memory of her sight I search all thru the night My want is only to feel her To feel her heart on mine
At last I enter her demension I fly to her plain There she sings to me Overthrown by the illusion of her beatuy My senses cascade into euphoria Once again under her spell Her lips Her heart Her body Her soul Mine for the taking She sings me again What is written will be read Look into my eyes and Listen to the things that must be said See with me the fantasy The fantasy of life Come accept the immortality I will never let you be Open your heart and you will see You may one day go free But in the end there will always be me She left my sight and flew to the never
Thats when I saw the emperor Richly attired boldly he stood Filled with the wisdom of the ages His drum rings out forever in the void Master of his own destiny Seer of the vision He is the one who burns with fire But heals with air The one who travels far And does what he feels He tells me to stop fearing life
I'm not sure I can hear him
The tight rope between sane and insane tightens I lose my step Only to be saved by the hand of the beautiful one I fluctuate there and back again Her warm touch tingles And I float back even The emperor stands there His wisdom guides me thru the pain And points me home These passing words he left for me If you don't let them feel you You will never feel them If you don't tell them your way How will you ever know theirs With this he to had to fly Fly to the never The light now closer than ever before It burns I pass over the light and into where the dark one is A torn and twisted voice laments my existence And curses my tormented spirit Inside the dark ones heart is no love No compassion No feeling Only darkness Only pain Drawn in to the nothing of her chained to the wall of my earthly hell she stands now in front of me A wrath in the dark She smites me with her toung She gives me lashings of abuse Her constant All consuming Relentless Attacks on my essence Leave me breathless I feel discarded I feel sad Countless tears overflowing They drown my screaming heart Lost in time Lost in space Waiting for a ticket To the other place Life with no future Need to get out of this place Find my own time Find my own space Need a life with a future Need somewhere thats my place
The emperor returns The beautiful one with him Behind them the one with the book He is the one who about nothing is understood His mystery abounds And his ora glows red with unwanted desire He sang me his song What happened to the time when life was easy But a walk in the park Only afraid of the dark No mountain to high No stream to wide No need to find somewhere to hide God it felt good to be alive
How the fuck can I go on
We lay on our backs and watched the world from our cloud We laughed We cryed We watched the sun and the moon race each other around our sky By Frank Giampieri (copywrite 1997) |